Dreams that wake you up.......

First time it happened. I had to wake up. It is 735 am in the morning and I have to write about it quickly. This is the first time I remember a dream clearly. Sometimes in the dream, there are bits and pieces that I remember, but by the time I wake up, it's gone. This dream, I remember. A few things. A few things happened. I was playing keys for at a church, subbing for someone else and it was great. I did it for two weeks, then it stopped. The person that put me on the gig, I thought was a full time musician, but turned out he was just helping someone he knew out. Two times I hung with him and it was great. The third time he asked me to come with him, I ended up going with him and turns out, we were siting in an aerobics room and he was turning flips literally saying this is really what he does. Turning flips, doing gymnastics, a church service...weird#1. There are a lot of things I could probably take from that sign. Ok. Next sequence in the dream...

A door that was brown, pink, and red was in front of my eyes. There was lace around the door as well. In the shape of a valentine. I was trying to figure out how I ended up here. Somehow, two beautiful souls I met a few years ago were in this dream. I haven't really sat down and talked to them in a while.  O boy, one of them was making up for lost time, chatting away in my ear.  Soul sis was going on and on. Then I saw "Dream Goddess" come out the laced, valentine door. She looked at me, had the most amazing smile, and gave me a wink. This was super funny because she was waving like she was Vanna White.  Then, "Dream Goddess" walks around the corner out of the door around the hall. My soul sis is chatting away in my ear again. She is saying, "I don't know what's gotten into her". Can't do nothing now, she's gone. She is "cray"  (her slang for crazy) and is deep in the woods somewhere. "She is doin her own thing." Then I saw "Dream Goddess" come back around the corner, into this door. All smiles, magically, it was like she was floating.  My soul sis is still, chatting away, telling me how things are, and then all of a sudden...The door opens, "Dream Goddess" walks out with a short midget dude with long locks. She is all smiles.


They embrace with the warmest hug and walk out of this door with the lace and valentine. I see her
smile and wink at me again. In my mind, I saw this dude and blurted "WTF!!!" Could never explain it. I just know that was what came out of my mouth in the dream.  As I saw her walk off, I woke up....pissed. Lesson from this sequence; A lesson may show back up in a dream to show you the lesson all over again. Allow your vibration to speak. Let it lead you into the place you want to be. Awakened. Well until next time, peace.

Ass, I am.

We all have eyes, ears, and so many different senses. As much as we hate to admit it, we have so many biases, and prejudices that sit in a pretty nice size apartment in our brains. When we look at someone, we can automatically assume things. Sometimes we go by our mere intuition, and we are point on. Sometimes we go by our own fear and prejudices, and we look like an "ass." Yes, a complete "ass." Someone may walk down the street with a bigger body frame than someone else, and we may automatically assume, "Oh, they must eat a lot." Or, we see someone who may have a certain "swag", and we assume, they must be...Again, sometimes we may be completely spot on. Intuition can tell you a lot. However, a few years ago, I would have placed everyone in my big box of dichotomy and slapped a big bow on the box.

Ten years later however, my world is changing. Just like the world, we are constantly evolving. I have a strong sense that even though there is a lot of friction coming to the surface now, everything from many discussions about sexuality, to more in depth and honest discussion about prejudices and open biases. We are finally facing ourselves. That is one of the most difficult discoveries ever.

As I mentioned in previous posts, I can observe myself. Years ago, I probably would have said, "I would never". Ten years later, I look back and say, I've lied to myself more than a few times. As much as I like to get in on a good conversation, I have to ask myself, the tough questions. Do I participate in the same prejudices I can get angry over? Do I have biases, prejudices, or a judgmental nature? What I may assume or not like about someone else, can easily be a mirror, of what I am reflecting about myself. 

The same things you wonder or assume about someone else, may reflect back to you. One of the toughest things I have done in my life is to examine myself. O boy, what a mess I discovered but I think I may be on my way to the best place I can be, truth. Well, until next time,

Peace 

D.

Sunshine Focus..

As I wake up every morning, there is a magical ray of light that hits my face. During the summer, this happens almost every day. An automatic reoccurrence of this great event. As I am sometimes deep in my romantic dreams, this 

Light hits my face and I awaken. How beautiful to know that the sun will shine for me no matter what is going on with everything else. This light never says, "I don't feel like it, or you made me angry today so no light for you. I can say, I had nothing to do with it. This remarkable light just comes, beams it's light, and shines away. How magnificent! This one thing, I am grateful for, every morning. This one simple thing that as we go through life, we sometimes forget. The simple things of life are truly extraordinary. When I look at its light, I smile because I can see I have one more opportunity to say "thank you". When I am upset about something down here on Earth, I just imagine myself up high in the sky as the sun and say, "I am going to eventually shine my light once again". The sun"s light is so beautiful, and if we could only see how beautiful our light could be, we would probably stop sweating the small stuff.

Love nature, take care of her. She is there for us, no matter what. She doesn't sweat the small stuff, she shines anyway. Why can"t we? Until next time, 

Peace,

D

Intuitive Eyes, What do you see?

Ever have a feeling about something and then you find out it is true sometime later? When
intuition comes, the caution sign shows up. Should you yield, stop, take a right turn, or just go with it? Your intuitive guide  wants to help you. Her intent is to never harm you. Your intuitive guide is there for a reason. What do I do? Let her speak. She will tell you.

If there is something you want out of life for the best part of you to come alive, do it. If it is time to go after something you know is good for you, go get it. If something doesn't feel right, be aware of it. It's  okay. Someone else's lens may not fit your vision. When you can feel the intuitive guide, it is the best thing you can do for yourself. Listening may save you from heartbreak. Whatever you do to others, comes back around in some form or another. These are some of the small lessons I've had to learn on this road called life. Many more experiences and lessons to learn. Smiling at the experience. Well until next time,

Peace,

D.

"Tech" Nical Difficulties..

Technology is one of the fastest growing phenomenons ever. Everywhere you go, you will more than likely see a cell phone. Someone on one, or someone holding one. I walked into the grocery store and I saw a slew of people talking. However, very little human interaction. The interaction was maybe with a human on the other end, however, It is funny how some people will hold their heads down looking at the cell phone just so they don't have to speak to another human. As you may be aware, I have a few idiosyncrasies. One of those is observing myself in third person. I noticed, even though it is an "outdated" phone, I was holding a "flip" phone as I was shopping in the store. I sometimes "think" I think too much. Who knows, maybe I do but I don't want to think about that right now.

                                   

Humans are still the most interesting and amazing phenomenon to date. Some humans have the most amazing minds. Humans have emotions, feelings, mood swings, happy swings, so there is never really a dull moment. To look into human eyes, to touch human hands, to see and feel human intimacy is the richness of life. I can be quite the hermit at times, but that interaction can make the shyest person ever smile or want to engage more. What if human interaction became the fastest growing phenomenon? Would things be different? Who knows, but I am sure going to try and work on the "hermit" in me a little more. I might just stumble across a pretty cool human. Well until next time,

Peace,

D.

Drea: Bounce Back...

Drea: Bounce Back...: Ever get to a place where you see where you are, but you feel where you should be?  Ever get to a point where the smallest things b...

Bounce Back...

Ever get to a place where you see where you are, but you feel where you should be?  Ever get to a point where the smallest things begin to annoy you? That's when you begin to realize, there is something greater within. Your potential, and where you are, are in two different places. How do you get on the path that is your road to success? 

Think it. Plan it. Act. Three simple steps. If I think on it, as a wise proverb says, so a man "thinketh", so is he. Whatever you think is what is going to be your focus. So, if I think of creating my own space for growth and potential, then plan how I want it to appear within my reality, and act wisely upon it, I'm walking into my own beautiful place of empowerment. No stagnation, only progression to the higher place within. You don't have to stay where you are. You can truly create your own path. Think it. Plan it. Act. 

Until Next Time,

Peace D.